Saturday, December 13, 2008

Pass it on


I was chatting with Jake in the office the other day and as so often happens, a small side conversation makes a significant impact to me. Jake was relaying a conversation he had with someone else. Basically it was about the difference between delegating a task and delegating responsibility. Delegating is something that I know I don't do well because I often fall into the trap of thinking something will not be done correctly if not by me. Of course that makes the assumption that my way is always correct which is about as brasenly arrogant as anything I can think of. It also leads to overload as I find it necessary to manage minutia to a ridiculous extent. Even though I know these things stand in the way of really ministering to people and blocks others from using their God given gifts I still engage in this behavior. I found this idea to be very challenging, that I may have been assigning tasks and not giving leaders the responsibility and freedom to do what they do best. I am on the search for ways to truly empower students and leaders and watchful for the ways I block them from succeeding. I don't have all the answers but it is something I am thinking about a lot. Thanks Jake for the inspiration!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Blog about Nothing


I have been distressed lately about how little love I have shown to my trusty blog. So much so that I have found myself looking for things to blog about. To date I have come up with exactly nothing. It also struck me that in the midst of extreme business and going in a million different directions I can find nothing to pontificate about. That is truly rare for me. Sadly I think it is more an implication of one of my least positive character traits and that is when I get to feeling overwhelmed I can fly through life with the blinders on, missing all that is going on around me. I picture myself like this insane jockey just beating the tar out of my life of a horse with a whip because I feel like I have to keep up. The problem is I don't know what I am keeping up with or what I am even chasing. My fight or flight reflex has somehow been triggered and away I go. All it does is add to the insanity. Not only does it add to the insanity it usually ends up hurting the people around me as I trample them. I wonder if I will ever be able to slow down in those moments of strain. Life serves up its heaping dish of busy-ness all to frequently to not know how to deal with it. I suppose in a blog about nothing conclusions would be counter to my theme so luckily I have none. In the meantime I am on the prowl for blog worthy topics.